Well..I'm confused. I'm surprised. I'm angry. I'm disappointed. I'm LIVID. I'm sad. I'm hurt. I feel betrayed. I'm lost.
The only constant in life is change. My life changed pretty drastically this afternoon. Someone I thought I loved, thought I could count on, thought was my friend, left. Yes. Took everything and left, without bothering to tell me a thing. I'm still trying to figure out how to adjust. But mostly I keep asking "why" over and over and over again.
"So much for my happy ending"
"Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts"
"Brace myself for goodbye because that's all I've ever known"
Man I'm on a roll. Good thing I have a "Boo to Boys" cd for times like these. I'm off to enjoy my unexpected night off.
Peace
Oh, I'm sorry dear! I know this is hard to hear and even harder to do, but don't give up hope. I know sometimes it seems like hope is what keeps hurting, but it's also the only thing that keeps us going. Love you!
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