Do you ever wonder what your life would be like if you didn't break up with that ex? I know things are going great over here, but sometimes I wonder. When I see him kissing face with some other brunette chick, I can't help but be curious and prod. Does his family like her more than me? What does she do that's so much better? She's young. Like just out of high school young. Would I be living with him by now? Would we be talking marriage? Does she enjoy watching TruTV with him? Does he watch Teen Mom with her? I wonder if she thinks he's as adorable as I did? I wonder if he visits her at work? Do they do everything together? It's all just weird.
Less and less of my friends are single (and growing by the day) and I have this increasing fear that I will be the last one. Don't get me wrong, I want to be single. I need to travel. I want to do my career first. I'm ok being late 20's and married (I think), but apparently no one else is. When friends get married, you're friendship changes. And I understand that, but it doesn't mean I like it.
Maybe a hot resident will sweep me off my feet and change everything? :)
This post reminds of the song by Paula DeAnda "walk away(remember me)" There's a part that says
ReplyDelete"Though I know I shouldn't be concerned
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
Does she rub your feet
When you've had a long day
Scratch your scalp
When you take out your braids
Does she know that you like to
Play PS2 till 6 in the morning
Like I do."
I loved that song. I know you know this already but there is a reason for everything. It's soo easy to imagine "what if?" but who knows how that would've changed your awesome nursing school life as you know it today! =)
Oh and P.s. move out of Utah and people don't get married until their late 20's or 30's! Love your own life's story because it's yours and it's beautiful! =)